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Hi everyone,

It's been 4 years, but I started a new account if any of you are still here and interested in what I'm doing now.

This sort of feels like a lifetime ago. I'm in a different city, I'm 21 and not 17, I'm an independent adult and there's been a whole different set of people in my life for the last 2 years. I'm sort of going through a new phase in my life right now, and I guess that's why I'm sort of back.


I hope that all of you are wonderful! I have great memories of this website and all of you. I'd love to hear from you. 

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Leaving DA

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Hello,
This will be my last journal entry.
I wanted to say thank you to anyone who's even glanced at my art, I really appreciate it.
A lot of you have been there for me when my life was basically a cry for help and I can't express how grateful I am to those who listened to me and comforted me.

As you may have noticed I haven't been active here on DA for a very long time. I used to really enjoy this website, I liked talking to people on here, looking at peoples art and sharing my ideas. Whilst I still love doing all of those things when I do it on DA my heart just isn't in it anymore. It's shame really because I used to get a lot of enjoyment out of this website. I've been thinking for a long time about leaving DA and I kind of decided today just to do it. So I deleted everything and it was actually a very nice and nostalgic experience looking back at everything and it just confirmed that this is something I have to do. I know that sounds dramatic but I've been so unmotivated and disenchanted when it comes to Deviant art, that it's made me feel like not sharing my work because I'm really not dedicated to this site anymore. It's been really exhilarating and positive starting fresh and I'm really looking forward to seeing what becomes of it. I'm actually excited for my artistic future and doing something for myself. It's really good to feel that way again.

The thing that has worried me most about leaving DA has been letting go of all the friendships that I have formed, so if anyone would like to keep in touch I'll be checking my DA messages for a while and leaving this page up. If anyone would like to keep in touch send me a message here or on Tumblr theunorigninalsinner.tumblr.co… or
Twitter twitter.com/Lady_damage  . I'll give you my email, add you on Skype or facebook or something (Only people I've talked to will get any social networking details but feel free to message me on Tumblr or Twitter). Please don't be shy because if you feel I'm worth your time than you can guarantee you are worth mine.

So sorry for being sentimental, blame it on my inner artist or something. I really am so grateful for any support you have given me and I hope you understand why I'm leaving. Just thank you so much. I wish every single one of you the best. :heart::tighthug:


You can find my art here, I should have new drawings up within the week!!!
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My charge chord and battery on my laptop are both broken, so I can't use my computer until new ones arrive, which sucks. I usually check my DA once a day, but I haven't been doing that since my computer broke, so I apologize if I answer things or reply later than usual.

Also I saw Paramore in concert a few weeks ago in Adelaide and it was awesome.
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I haven't actually really told you guys about what's been going, really at all this year, so here's a bit of an update I guess.

I have an anxiety disorder, or maybe a couple. My psychiatrist says I have a cluster of a few different anxieties. She said I have a lot of anticipatory anxiety and that I have social phobia and panic disorder. We're still figuring it all out. I've had two appointments with her and she's really nice, but the therapy sucks. It actually makes sense though. I have to face my fears, so I have to expose myself to everyday situations that scare me in order to prove to myself that I can survive it. 

There's other shit too, but I won't go into that. How are you guys?
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I haven't actually really told you guys about what's been going, really at all this year, so here's a bit of an update I guess.

I have an anxiety disorder, or maybe a couple. My psychiatrist says I have a cluster of a few different anxieties. She said I have a lot of anticipatory anxiety and that I have social phobia and panic disorder. We're still figuring it all out. I've had two appointments with her and she's really nice, but the therapy sucks. It actually makes sense though. I have to face my fears, so I have to expose myself to everyday situations that scare me in order to prove to myself that I can survive it. 

There's other shit too, but I won't go into that. How are you guys?
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