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Hopeless eyesDon't look back at me,
With your hopeless eyes,
You tear stained face,
And running make up.

You're worthless,
You deserve no attention,
For the things you've done.

Why so open?
Don't be,
Cover those scars,
You filthy cutter.

How the hell,
Does that hurt less?
You're so weak,
Can you really not see,
How much I hate you?

Or are you too busy,
Being broken,
To notice other's compassion?

Why else,
Would you be here,
Alone,
Crying your eyes out?

That look on your face,
Staring back,
So worthless and broken.

I want to look into someone else's eyes,
Instead of yours,
Then I won't be,
So disappointed,
In the person starin

Now we're walking awayNow we're walking away,
Because we're not sure of who we are,
We never got the chance.

I can see it in you,
See someone who has been through something,
Truly difficult,
And I'm almost jealous,
Because you're so much stronger,
Than I can ever be.

I know I'm breaking,
I think that you do too,
What you must think of me,
As I tear myself to pieces.

Now we're walking away,
Because we never listened,
To what the wiser had to say.

I know she's had it easy,
Everything has been handed to her,
She earned nothing,
I'm almost jealous,
She won't break,
Because she has everything.

For a moment she can see me,
I know,
Because I watch

Just WatchThe world looks in,
They see our scars,
Watch wounds heal,
But they don't help,
They do nothing,
Just watch us bleed.

All I'm going to do,
Is watch,
As you do this,
Watch as you fall in your self-destruction,
I'll do nothing,
But watch you bleed.

It's not cruel,
Because I understand,
And in my own self-destruction,
You'll do the same,
Nothing,
But watch.

It's not good to do this,
That I understand,
But do you get it?
Come on now,
Sit here beside me,
And watch.

TonightTonight I tried to open my eyes,
The widest I could,
In the hope I'd see more,
Than what was there,
But when I opened my eyes,
I felt tears,
Then drops run down my cheek.

I'm sick of crying,
I didn't want to cry again,
But I shed another tear.

I took off my jumper,
I wanted to feel the cold,
When I shivered I felt real,
Like I wasn't pretending,
Because I am,
I'm hiding,
So I can't be found.

I'm sick of hiding,
I don't want to,
But I'm still wearing my mask.

I watched the darkness,
As it closed in,
I blended into the night,
For a moment I belonged,
It was good to belong,
It was like I had a place,
Where no-one tried

The girl from the holeI'll tell you a story.

There's a little girl,
That hides away,
But sometimes,
She comes out to play,
She likes to hide,
But not today.

There's a little boy,
Who's very nice,
He passes the girl each day,
Sometimes even twice,
But each day she goes unseen,
Too shy to break the ice.

One day,
While he was out,
She came from her hiding hole,
Sick of playing scout.

He saw her come,
Out of her hole,
Scared at first,
But he played his role,
"I'm so sorry little girl,
I didn't bring you a doll",
She looked at him,
And began to laugh without control.

Being nice as he was,
He asked her "what's this hiding all about",
He saw he

What I've lostI think of all the things I have,
And what I've lost,
What have I lost?
The things I might miss out on,
Because of this "condition",
The fact that I'm a mess,
I can't tell the people I'm closest to,
The whole truth,
Because each little thing,
That I do wrong,
Becomes another secret,
It could tear them apart,
That would destroy me,
And even if they were strong,
Would I be the one that breaks?
I sit here and I write this,
I feel so alone,
In my depression,
Suddenly I see my scars,
And one black wall is not enough,
There's a pain in my leg,
How long have I felt it?
There's something new that I've realised,
How long have I

I'm Sitting On The Side Of The RoadI'm sitting on the side of the road,
I'm tempted to lie down,
But I don't,
I might not get up.

I can hear a voice in my ear,
I'm sure I used to understand,
But I don't know what he's saying,
His words make no sense.

It's getting darker,
I wish I could stay here,
I don't want to go home,
I don't even want to stand.

I realise how long I've felt this way,
It's been awhile,
The voice still talks,
I still don't understand.

I think I'm afraid,
If I go home,
Scars could stain my skin,
But I wish they wouldn't.

I don't know what I want,
But it isn't this,
It's just so hard to heal,
When I've begun my self-destruction.

Can I ju

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that keeps me safe.

I'll tear myself open,
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Then stop me from screaming,
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Hold my hand,
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Art Trade- Don't Be Afraidby ~got2bheard

Traditional Art / Drawings / Macabre & Horror

©2011-2013 ~got2bheard

This is my half of an art trade with

It's a picture of [link] so enjoy the drawing and check out his gallery.

This was so much fun, took up most of my afternoon. More impressive on the page though and defiantly looks better close up, so full view please.

here's his half [link] this is the original [link]

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~spacewitch17 Jun 21, 2012 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

Are the tentacles attacking him him, or are they just energy beams things emenating from him?
p.s thanks for favoriting my things =3

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~got2bheard Jun 26, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

You're welcome! =3

I'm not sure actually, this was an art trade and the original had those things too, but I'm not sure what it's meant to be.

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*Ellen-Souler Dec 20, 2011 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

yay

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~got2bheard Dec 20, 2011 Hobbyist General Artist

indeed

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*Ellen-Souler Dec 20, 2011 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

so what's up

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~got2bheard Dec 20, 2011 Hobbyist General Artist

I got 4 new watchers, I'm seeing my friend later... not a great deal, you?

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*Ellen-Souler Dec 20, 2011 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

Working on this [link]

Good luck with yoru friend

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~got2bheard Dec 21, 2011 Hobbyist General Artist

cool

[link] this friend

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*Ellen-Souler Dec 21, 2011 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

ah

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~got2bheard Dec 21, 2011 Hobbyist General Artist

hello

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